What have i done

The empty spaces within me
The vacant holes that reside in the community within me
The spaces that are present in the zone of my being
You fill them all with your living water
You make me dance on air
You make me breathe breath that goes from here to eternity
You are the reason and the cause for my existence
You are within me, you are in me and i am in you
It's you who makes it worthwhile to wake up in the morning

I am crying, my inner most part is crippled
A virus has taken hold of me and only you have the cure
I am being crippled in my effort to walk with you
I am lacking air yet i have all the essentials to breathe it in
I am so attacked by an enemy i have no ability in my ability to stop
I am weeping lamenting trying to find a good reason that will make you ignore the stain
I am taken by the settings of my weaknessess, they know when to strick while the iron is hot
I feel so weak so defeated so out of touch so immobile so in debt so out of character

God, i have sinned and i have done what is wrong before you
I have the done the thing you despise
I have perfomed an act you can't stand
I have made an 'What have i done.' mistake
I have made that which is opposite to you come before your face

God in Jesus you said we are forgiven so i come and ask for your forgiveness
O God please help me, I...I...I...
Father I...I...I...
I need your Hand on my life.

Breathe, Take in, Embrace, Let Him in, Go steady, let...let...let Him in
Mortal, human, life filled, created and flawed
He. Immortal Perfect Loving Merciful Gracious Faithful Inviting and Jesus Gave

Yet you hate the sin me the sinner you love so i come to you cry my eyes out and then trust that what Jesus did was sufficient for my sin and the sins of the world.

I am sorry God.