Eternal same

the sudden silence of my thoughts and
the availability of my emotions to love
the inner emotion of just being alive
the placing i have accepted as my own
the loudness of my edited speeches
the laughter of my songs
the viewed layout of my wiring
the absence of what i feel i need
the tamed nature my enviroment gives
the honesty of my existence
the reality of my being

born to a differnt family
born to a different race
born to a diffrent nationality
born to a different country
born to a differnt name
born to a different circumstance
born to a different everything

Would satisfaction have made a home in me
Would contentment have made its abode in me
Would what i say i need be what i need in those given given citrcumstances
What would be the same what would not have changed and remained constant
Thats what i need. Thats what i shud desire. The eternal same

Majesty.... Majesty forever you are the same forever you are constant
Take me in O God for even if i was born in Los Angeles or New York
You would still be You. Its only in You that i can be.

Jesus.