Nothing in Art is Lost!

I am not the first to feel these feelings- nothing new has occurred under the sun, what has happened before is what will happen later ,yet I am the first to express these feelings through me because I am one of a kind a person like me has never lived or existed before even maybe like me yes yet they were not me. I find artistic expression in all things their expression and interpretaion, I find a way to turn it into an creative expression yet the hours that have come upon me have been severe that a response from me has been altered and then I channel that which is not me yet there is still an art to it because I figure nothing in art is ever lost an artist can alter a fault on a canvas to assimilate it to the whole painting and I figure that that is the occurrence that will take place with me I am a canvas with God as the painter and even though messes of mine come in then n now and when I feel I am being broken and becoming distorted that’s when my Friend Painter Artist God, Jesus takes that which as Paul said is meant for bad and turns it for good nothing in art is ever lost or beyond reparable and that the thing with my existence its an art of work that only God the only being I have allowed to paint me is without telling the obvious the most creative and most ferverent artist I have ever met so I am not worried I am not distured I am not sirenned yes I am rippled yet what ever I do or someone chooses to do to me God Artist can repair and even though the act is not necessarily erased or deleted it will be used to make this painted soul an artwork that will bring to the earth an amazing beauty that only God through Christ by the help of Holy Spirit can and when… I say close curtain in my final hours I know I will be pleased with the Artist work so come what may God still is.