The dangled pleasure

Taken In by the weight of you

You are my complete sentence

You are the reminder that brings the words at the tip of my mouth to memory

Life would not be living without you
I am in debted by your presence that make it worthwhile

I am learned in the ways of passion because all I feel is my response to you


Enabled and disabled I can and cannot I breathe yet can’t exhale
I have yet I do not

How can something I want so bad be so out of my reach
How can my longing be so distanced

Ministry My Ministry Ministry my Ministry

I have reached a point where if I leave I ask self where are you going to go
Bad yet good

High point

I’m big , bigger than life , bigger than breath , bigger than pop culture, bigger than sex , bigger than the imaginations of my mind my capabilties are limitless there is nothing I cannot do I am big I have a big voice a big heart an enormous space within me that constantly needs to be filled by something and someone bigger than me I am big yet I m not self sufficient I am a great being yet I m not complete in myself I am a huge deal yet I m not sovereign I have potential I have a world full of yes yet not in control of its runnings

And to think I will spend my time giving myself to things that have no purpose…

Things that have not been tried and tested please do not even go there I am too big I m an enormous amount of hugeness and I am what I am and I am what I m not and I am not God I m not The Almighty I am invicible and undefeatable yet I m not The Creator and to think I would give myself to anything less than Him would be a waste of effort and a complete waste of my time I am too big to live without Collosial Creator God and He well He , He is Immense and greatness recognises greatness. God is great and my time and effort will be by His help aimed at Him. You complete me Lord I maybe great yet you surpass all

when silence speaks

when the words are void
when the absence of speech says a mouthful
when the world and all there is is in silence
when the things in the heart can only be expressed by oh!
when the mute fills the room
when my very being is reaching out to the being and entity that you are
when all is given without speech
when captured in the sight of you and all i say is in no dialogue
when the presence is sufficient to explain what is being felt
when the noise the sound the echoes the disturbances the clutter within the constant voice in me is silence and words are vaccumm

only you know what i'm saying
only you tell the deepest part
i'm silent and i m speaking at the same moment of time and you read and know exactly my speech

That's why all i am is yours You know me before i break the silence
when silence speaks You interpret

Jesus take all of me and hold nothing back.
I... am completely yours mind body soul sex future inheritance child bearing semen yours take all
i...... Silence and give my self completely...Infuse me God (oh what do i do what do i say) and and be intimate with me in the highest form and when intimacy has occured then silence and soak in the moment

lifes unpredictbleness

The moment we met I knew

The time we set our eyes on each other all questions were answered

The time it took for my eyes to engage themselves in your sight has to be the longest seconds spent in waiting

The hour of our sight being intuned to each other was of absolute sparkle

You talked or was it me yet we shared words shared a stolen glance then a smile then a silence then awkwardness then we were and now are and together we remain

To the love of my life all I see is you