My current state.

me: i am in convulsion my mind is in permanent misqoutes and i just can't seem to get things the right way up i need help i need light ...i need Jesus.
and its like he is far from me yet i knoiw he is near...i am in serious need of Jesus
Sent at 11:42 AM on Friday


me: sorry for the flood gates
anyway how are you

me: yeah God need him like i need air He is my absolute everything and i can't function without him
i need Jesus
Sent at 11:45 AM on Friday

me: yah....welll how the hell are yah
Sent at 11:48 AM on Friday
me: well since you can't help i have to take it to blogger so someone who has insight might comment
Sent at 11:49 AM on Friday


me: well since you can't help i have to take it to blogger so someone who has insight might comment

me: love!
Sent at 11:51 AM on Friday

Jesus i need you Jesus i need you....Somebody call Jesus for me....Jesus i need you.

My Jesus i need you.

Jesus of Peter
Jesus of John
Jesus of the blind men needing sight, Come to me.
Comforter of the ostricized
One who gives lives direction....Jesus i need you. Come to me!

Covered in colour of no sight
Yet when light bursts through shelter it does become

Things of beauty are in occupance in a shelter of dark freight
Yet such things are not revealed until lights exposes them

Dark yet has an accomodative element giving a suggestion that one can live there
Yet with light accomodaton becomes home,for light exposes what is and is not
Darkness covers things so no navigation is of permit

Windows covered in bars yet letting light shine through
a shine through which holds a seat by the barred window
Is that not what darkness does. Holds an appeal that appeases.
Yet light would show you the door of exit and lays a choice before you whether to stay or to go

Draped curtains
Cushions in sided posture
A dangled scarf by the window barred
Blue artifice flowers relected on the scarf, giving glimmer (i can't finish)
And then the chair.

I want to sob... i want to cry... i want to let out tears of unmatched outpour!