Sin
An insidious virus
A slow debilitating sickness
A stroll in the cliff edge of doom
A pleasure of illusion
An ignored tuberculosis cough
A hard days work with no decent wages
A long journey to destructions home town
The Fall, Oh the slip and greatest stumble of mankind
It opened gates to all kinds of weakness and flaws
Sin it’s a sinners involuntary act
Comes so naturally
It happens so habitually, we do not have to even try
Flawed us inside out
Jesus only You can get me out of its grip
Son of God only You can release me from its hold
Lamb of God only You can set me free from its power
Bow my knee…Pray to God…See Him act…Live His Word….It’s Sins defeat.
“I’ve tried everything and nothing helps. I’m at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn’t that the real question. The answer , thank God is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different”
-Paul…Romans 7:25
The Message.
Monday, December 22, 2008
i stand out in the rain
I stand out in the rain
Looking up at my lover
He is so silent yet he speaks so loudly
I am so captured by his heart
He has never fallen into sin , we have - which interests me to no end
He is so gentle and loving, my life has to be a Thank You to him alone
I could I guess put him off but then I would be willfully choosing rejection. And I cannot stand being rejected again, humans have done a good job at that. I have no words for Him no speech prepared all I want to say is:
“My life is openly yours be the Life Ruler in my heart”
Jesus Glorious Jesus I love You
I didn’t want to say anything
Propelled and compelled by Your beauty…. I want to hear my voice saying exactly Your hearts desire
Jesus have my life, it is fit or unfit its just for You my Creator God
Have what You created and take it to Yourself forever.
Looking up at my lover
He is so silent yet he speaks so loudly
I am so captured by his heart
He has never fallen into sin , we have - which interests me to no end
He is so gentle and loving, my life has to be a Thank You to him alone
I could I guess put him off but then I would be willfully choosing rejection. And I cannot stand being rejected again, humans have done a good job at that. I have no words for Him no speech prepared all I want to say is:
“My life is openly yours be the Life Ruler in my heart”
Jesus Glorious Jesus I love You
I didn’t want to say anything
Propelled and compelled by Your beauty…. I want to hear my voice saying exactly Your hearts desire
Jesus have my life, it is fit or unfit its just for You my Creator God
Have what You created and take it to Yourself forever.
An empty page
Empty spaces filled with words
Empty vacant occupied by lettering
Empty screen I fill with alphabets
Empty white I mark it with saying and wording
I say I write I feel and while I do I capture all everything all instances and moments
From the thread and curl of hair to the reason why we wake up in the morning
I write I fill the world with words I saturate the paper on the screen with
utterances that otherwise would not have been said if they hadn’t been written by my hand
I am going to capture it all
Every m0oment every whimper every feeling every movement every entity every character I wanna see it all I am going to see it all capture it all and once again I will script it and the world will know about it
An empty page I cannot stand.
I write and see what the letter I say says I capture myself even with the speech my heart produces I have so much to say and so much to describe and put into words I am the writer of songs of love of the things that occupy space
… and in all instances I write to say it all.
Empty vacant occupied by lettering
Empty screen I fill with alphabets
Empty white I mark it with saying and wording
I say I write I feel and while I do I capture all everything all instances and moments
From the thread and curl of hair to the reason why we wake up in the morning
I write I fill the world with words I saturate the paper on the screen with
utterances that otherwise would not have been said if they hadn’t been written by my hand
I am going to capture it all
Every m0oment every whimper every feeling every movement every entity every character I wanna see it all I am going to see it all capture it all and once again I will script it and the world will know about it
An empty page I cannot stand.
I write and see what the letter I say says I capture myself even with the speech my heart produces I have so much to say and so much to describe and put into words I am the writer of songs of love of the things that occupy space
… and in all instances I write to say it all.
Caress my solul
Caress my soul
Touch my heart
Seduce my being
Revolve my character
Teach my soul
If the world holds nothing that I should desire but You, then show me what it is I should desire let me live my life to satisfy this thirst I have in my soul have the boldness to show me what I should do and then enable me to do it.
I am tired of living with no purpose
Motion without purpose
Existence without fulfillment
Heavens God answer me! , and show me what You want me to do. I do not want to do my do my own bidding. I do not want to do my hearts desire unless influenced and stirred by You.
Jesus let me love You
Jesus let me honor You
Jesus let me be intimate with You
Love what You loveHate what You hate
Riches and worldly success doesn’t interest me (I thought I should say that)
You O God are the object of my desire.
Touch my heart
Seduce my being
Revolve my character
Teach my soul
If the world holds nothing that I should desire but You, then show me what it is I should desire let me live my life to satisfy this thirst I have in my soul have the boldness to show me what I should do and then enable me to do it.
I am tired of living with no purpose
Motion without purpose
Existence without fulfillment
Heavens God answer me! , and show me what You want me to do. I do not want to do my do my own bidding. I do not want to do my hearts desire unless influenced and stirred by You.
Jesus let me love You
Jesus let me honor You
Jesus let me be intimate with You
Love what You loveHate what You hate
Riches and worldly success doesn’t interest me (I thought I should say that)
You O God are the object of my desire.
Letting it out...letting words come out
Letting it out letting words come out
I am gushing out what I can only think about… you
expressing what I have been told
letting know what I have read
and describing that which I have been lead to believe
I am here in this moment in this time in this hour in total contemplate and I am in a channel of another my insides are all you possess and all other is yours in belonging
I have all but the utmost need for you
I am in your disposal at your calling
Ask me instantly and my Lord Everything there I will be
I am gushing out what I can only think about… you
expressing what I have been told
letting know what I have read
and describing that which I have been lead to believe
I am here in this moment in this time in this hour in total contemplate and I am in a channel of another my insides are all you possess and all other is yours in belonging
I have all but the utmost need for you
I am in your disposal at your calling
Ask me instantly and my Lord Everything there I will be
The King of Global wealth
If the world is a stage then life is a written script and everyone living in it is a character.
The world is a stage full of all type of characters and to add to life is a stockpile full of untold beautiful and surprising stones such as gold silver and diamond. The characters of the play run after these things and they want to possess them in abundant yet for some reason not everyone gets a hold on them. So one has to ask “did the ones who didn’t get hold of it did they spend their lives in vain did their script just consist of passing and unfulfilling lines of dialogue and was their part in the play suppose to be so meaningless and so trivial” Is the purpose of life like life itself, some are in lush living and some are in absolute stricken poverty. Is lifes’ purpose more favorable to others and to others are withheld favour
The purpose of life is it to fulfill ones desires and make one happy with the gold silver and diamond life consists of and even that privilege of having those precious stones is not given to everyone. Is it to enjoy the fleeting pleasures of life that last but a moment and like smoke are gone. Is it the multitudinous mistakes that as I have lived found out are in- evitable to avoid. Laughter comes to everybody pain is inescapable troublesome times are for everyone yet there is something more I know it There is something hidden to the world that the rich the poor the middle class can enjoy with out any one feeling superior to the other. The whole earth is crying out for it Its in the lips of infants and the whole of longing of the elders. The whole earth is crying out for Director for Life, International language of fulfillment, the King of global wealth
The one whose economy nothing is wasted. You give your life to it and you are fulfilled from the word go. You spend your life here learning and being taught about what to do when such and such should and will arise.
Nothing that is committed to it is spent in vain so this Writers script is full proof and no life surrendered to Him is ended without an expected end coming to be.
There is an answer for mankind for all human beings for all civilization and its been revealed by those who know of it who have the privilege of finding it and are not keeping quiet about it. Its not a scientists formula its not a philosophers way of life its not a scholars disciplinary studies NO its Someone for everybody learned or uneducated poor or rich small or great. He is Jesus The global Savior The universal language of Gods Unfailing love.
The world is a stage full of all type of characters and to add to life is a stockpile full of untold beautiful and surprising stones such as gold silver and diamond. The characters of the play run after these things and they want to possess them in abundant yet for some reason not everyone gets a hold on them. So one has to ask “did the ones who didn’t get hold of it did they spend their lives in vain did their script just consist of passing and unfulfilling lines of dialogue and was their part in the play suppose to be so meaningless and so trivial” Is the purpose of life like life itself, some are in lush living and some are in absolute stricken poverty. Is lifes’ purpose more favorable to others and to others are withheld favour
The purpose of life is it to fulfill ones desires and make one happy with the gold silver and diamond life consists of and even that privilege of having those precious stones is not given to everyone. Is it to enjoy the fleeting pleasures of life that last but a moment and like smoke are gone. Is it the multitudinous mistakes that as I have lived found out are in- evitable to avoid. Laughter comes to everybody pain is inescapable troublesome times are for everyone yet there is something more I know it There is something hidden to the world that the rich the poor the middle class can enjoy with out any one feeling superior to the other. The whole earth is crying out for it Its in the lips of infants and the whole of longing of the elders. The whole earth is crying out for Director for Life, International language of fulfillment, the King of global wealth
The one whose economy nothing is wasted. You give your life to it and you are fulfilled from the word go. You spend your life here learning and being taught about what to do when such and such should and will arise.
Nothing that is committed to it is spent in vain so this Writers script is full proof and no life surrendered to Him is ended without an expected end coming to be.
There is an answer for mankind for all human beings for all civilization and its been revealed by those who know of it who have the privilege of finding it and are not keeping quiet about it. Its not a scientists formula its not a philosophers way of life its not a scholars disciplinary studies NO its Someone for everybody learned or uneducated poor or rich small or great. He is Jesus The global Savior The universal language of Gods Unfailing love.
it doesn't translate
Utmost
Desire
Legions
Under pickings
Unify
House Home Abide Resort
Indispensable
Popularized
Baring
Letting
Needing
Youth
Knowledge
Power
Deceit
Livid
Uncontrollable
Entire
Ephemera
………………………………………………………………………….the continuation and the summation of life the things gone through and the things to be experienced, whatever… on the sidelines or on the center or on the front or at the back where no one knows your name(obscurity) and if ever and whenever all things that we are to experience in this life come whether good or whether bad its all at the lying at the continual fabrication a consistent plan that cannot be broken so when all hits when life happens and all that comes with it…that’s just it, its life. it’s the design it is the absolute planned purpose of all alive to come into the world be born live grow old and have kids it’s the basis of our existence the fabric of who we are
More though….more crying out for more
Crying out for the unplanned , wanting the unkown, living for the unconventional I crave it I long for it I want it the absolute unexpectedness of life the total puzzles that make life hard and that make it good wanting more wanting so much more life is good life is great I love it and i love living it and Jesus well He is my way out of the conventional…..
Shocking!
It doesn’t translate.
Yet Jesus is my way out of the conventional.
Desire
Legions
Under pickings
Unify
House Home Abide Resort
Indispensable
Popularized
Baring
Letting
Needing
Youth
Knowledge
Power
Deceit
Livid
Uncontrollable
Entire
Ephemera
………………………………………………………………………….the continuation and the summation of life the things gone through and the things to be experienced, whatever… on the sidelines or on the center or on the front or at the back where no one knows your name(obscurity) and if ever and whenever all things that we are to experience in this life come whether good or whether bad its all at the lying at the continual fabrication a consistent plan that cannot be broken so when all hits when life happens and all that comes with it…that’s just it, its life. it’s the design it is the absolute planned purpose of all alive to come into the world be born live grow old and have kids it’s the basis of our existence the fabric of who we are
More though….more crying out for more
Crying out for the unplanned , wanting the unkown, living for the unconventional I crave it I long for it I want it the absolute unexpectedness of life the total puzzles that make life hard and that make it good wanting more wanting so much more life is good life is great I love it and i love living it and Jesus well He is my way out of the conventional…..
Shocking!
It doesn’t translate.
Yet Jesus is my way out of the conventional.
Monday, December 1, 2008
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