Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Oh God,don't allow me to waste my life,Oh God don't allow me to destroy my life,Oh God do not allow me to lose my way to You,Oh God
I can't articulate the desperation to have His Hand on my life!
I am in desperate need of Jesus Christ.
I am in desperate need of Jesus Christ.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Relentless Yearning
A POEM BY RUTH BELL GRAHAM.
If I lived within the sound
Of the sea’s relentless yearning,
My soul would rise and fly to seek
What the soul longs for—unable to speak;
Aware, as I go, of Him everywhere:
In my heart, in the clouds ... In the cold wet air ...
And my soul would worship in joyful prayer,
Receding as the waves recede,
Returning with the waves’ returning,
Reaching up, as for Him, feeling
Then with the waves kneeling ...
kneeling ...
kneeling ...
If I lived within the sound
Of the sea’s relentless yearning,
My soul would rise and fly to seek
What the soul longs for—unable to speak;
Aware, as I go, of Him everywhere:
In my heart, in the clouds ... In the cold wet air ...
And my soul would worship in joyful prayer,
Receding as the waves recede,
Returning with the waves’ returning,
Reaching up, as for Him, feeling
Then with the waves kneeling ...
kneeling ...
kneeling ...
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Focus
it has come to my attention that somethings loose focus when they have been oveshadowed by others...They somehow loose their hold and they are replaced with the present occupant. Something that you thought you needed or desired or went after now looking like a strange object that has no familiarity just has no hold or that drive anymore....You look at it as if to say did i really concern myself with such a thing i mean at the weight of this was i really was consumed by this....
Due to this discovery i have come to a mind that reasons that all things are possible to be done all things that desire to be changed can be changed they just need the right circustance and right propelment a suitable stimulus....A right and appropriate push or influence.
Which brings me to God...If the things that need to be changed in my life,things that have no business being there and they are hard for me to do in my own ability my own capability to change them and i do want the change...Then with God Him having all possibilities and Powers He can compel me in the right direction or influence me to a desired direction. He can situate a situatioin or a change that can make me what i desire to be. The thing is, the thing i should be praying for is for that moment when God does something or allows something to happen in my life when i cry out with all i am when i absolutely lament with all my being "I need to change"
Oh how i long for that...I seek that, i want that, i desire it, i thirst for it, i want it entirely, i want it absolutely, i want it insatiably, i am ravenous at its pursuit
A situation or a circumstance that makes me push towards being all Christ wants me to be....A happening that just sets me on a one minded focus...
Christ and people
The King and His Kingdom
no distubance no dallying with with the unsuitable no playing around the playground of the aimless and unfruitful no flirting with dangerous possibilties.
Oh How i long... Jesus Christ, How i long....You and I Taking the world for You...my life would be at Oh God i can't articulate it.
Due to this discovery i have come to a mind that reasons that all things are possible to be done all things that desire to be changed can be changed they just need the right circustance and right propelment a suitable stimulus....A right and appropriate push or influence.
Which brings me to God...If the things that need to be changed in my life,things that have no business being there and they are hard for me to do in my own ability my own capability to change them and i do want the change...Then with God Him having all possibilities and Powers He can compel me in the right direction or influence me to a desired direction. He can situate a situatioin or a change that can make me what i desire to be. The thing is, the thing i should be praying for is for that moment when God does something or allows something to happen in my life when i cry out with all i am when i absolutely lament with all my being "I need to change"
Oh how i long for that...I seek that, i want that, i desire it, i thirst for it, i want it entirely, i want it absolutely, i want it insatiably, i am ravenous at its pursuit
A situation or a circumstance that makes me push towards being all Christ wants me to be....A happening that just sets me on a one minded focus...
Christ and people
The King and His Kingdom
no distubance no dallying with with the unsuitable no playing around the playground of the aimless and unfruitful no flirting with dangerous possibilties.
Oh How i long... Jesus Christ, How i long....You and I Taking the world for You...my life would be at Oh God i can't articulate it.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
How wonderful You are
How wonderful You are
You set smiles on peoples faces
You satisfy and feed completely
You present Yourself when called
You fill the air where you are praised
You raise up and give breathing space
You conquer the present yet you might not take it away...yet my God how you make it bearable and endurable.
You make singing songs that much better
When i've met with you i don't need anything else i could just be and be satisfied
Oh Your occupancy it satisfies the most deepest part of me and deeper still.
God How absolutely beautiful You are.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
He is for the whole world.
The blood of sacrifice. The blood that reached the mercy seat,the blood of the eternal covenant. The blood of Atonement. This is The Blood of The Lord Christ.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Jesus Christ...How oh How do i live without this presence
you are fighting for me you are present with me till the end of age you are with me forever and you know me you know the inner most part of me you are with me and you will never leave me nor forsake me you cover me me in the shadow of your wings when all that is present is set against me when all that i know conspires to to my detriment even then you are God you are my high tower my shield when i do not know what to do there you hold the very life that i possess in your hands when all that i know has turned when the worst happens you are God there for me standing up for me i know you you are present forever you are alive in me and as i seek to do your will God as i seek to do your will i know you will hep me do it i cannot live without you i cannot function without you i have tasted you and God i am never letting go i live for you and all that i am you possess take care of me God lead me God take me and do with me as you please i call out day and night i never cease calling out to you and the fear that i might backslide or turn away grips my heart i need you and i want you all my days Lord, be God in my life and take the place of absolute power.....I need You Jesus Christ.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Jesus what going on???
Jesus there are moments when the definition of who you are doesn't meet the reality of what is happening and in times like that i have to know
You are Bigger
There are times when what is happening doesn't make sense and i feel i can't make it thru then i have to know
You are bigger
There are times when i just cannot anymore and me going on is just unthinkable and when the future is so unsure and bleak to the point where i don't know whats going to go on then i have to know
You are bigger
then there are moments like this where logic is out the window and my mind is under attack and sanity is a mile off still i know
You are bigger
You are Bigger
There are times when what is happening doesn't make sense and i feel i can't make it thru then i have to know
You are bigger
There are times when i just cannot anymore and me going on is just unthinkable and when the future is so unsure and bleak to the point where i don't know whats going to go on then i have to know
You are bigger
then there are moments like this where logic is out the window and my mind is under attack and sanity is a mile off still i know
You are bigger
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
A song...put melody to it and sing to God.
You are my darling forever
Everything i have is yours both,both
the best and the rest
You take care of me in my inward part
You are my sanity, my eternity
You are my barrier, my protector
You make the clouds come up You make my life sound
Holy Father i fix my eyes on You
Holy Father i look to You'
Holy Father you are my everything
Holy Father
You are Holy and you are good
You are perfect and you are gracious
All i have is Yours You remain the same
With everlasting love You have loved me
and with kindness you draw me near
i look to you, i fix my eyes on you
Holy Father. I will always
sing
Everything i have is yours both,both
the best and the rest
You take care of me in my inward part
You are my sanity, my eternity
You are my barrier, my protector
You make the clouds come up You make my life sound
Holy Father i fix my eyes on You
Holy Father i look to You'
Holy Father you are my everything
Holy Father
You are Holy and you are good
You are perfect and you are gracious
All i have is Yours You remain the same
With everlasting love You have loved me
and with kindness you draw me near
i look to you, i fix my eyes on you
Holy Father. I will always
sing
Friday, February 27, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
i got mugged.
its so distorted so captured in a profane atmosphere the thing i had thoiught would never happen to me just happened and i feel so isolated so out of the flow of thing i am grappling trying to hold on to something that i have no idea whats it is today danger came poass my way and screams emmitted from deep within me i had to struggle today had to hold on to something that i have no care of, it wouldn't suffice to say i cared nothing for what was trying to be taken away from me yet it was the manner at which it was done the violence that came upon my world i don't know what to hold on to i screamed so much and as i was screaming it hit me and i changed my scream into his name but the question is why did it happen why was it allowed i was so pertrified jointed out of sorts i have never had a crime brethe down my face like today evil in its most confronting form i have no idea what to do i have no idea what to say God is present yet i just don't have a clue what to do from here on out i know people make choices yet i just wish those kinds of choices when made would disatance themselves from me the help that came was timely and it just goes to show Christianity doen't mean you are protected from what others can do to you it doesn't make you immune to the realities of the earth yet what it does is ....i will tell you once i have figured out the state of my disposition yet Christianity is a reelationship with God in tough and nice times....there is laughter and ther is pain but His kindness leads me on to the light again.... oh evil when will yourt defeat come!.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
The Prophet,The Preacher,The Teacher,The Evangelist,The Apostole and The Musicians
And those who enter the conflict will have companions in all the world. Those who know their God will undertake the greatest of exploits. Those who are refreshed in the Presence of King God and His Lamb will over come much and all.
Those who set their eyes toward heaven refusing to be distracted and disturbed will behold the God of the impossibble working through them in the earth even in the midst of unflenching opposition, they changing and saving lives through their life they will be the cause for many savings. Those who have committed themselves to King Permanent God who is eternal will have their cause championed and their visions come into fulfilment. All who look heaven ward all who pray on their kness with clasped hands at heaven will recieve their askings.
The time is current the time is now
The savings of many lives the salvation of the un-numberable will happen through you...the Prophet,the Teacher,the Preacher,the Evangelist, the Apostole, and Musicians.
so rise up take the given moments do not put to waste the current,have the strenght that comes from haunting the place of Chief Dweller amongst those who dwell in heaven....And enter the war of the worlds for which you were born.
Those who set their eyes toward heaven refusing to be distracted and disturbed will behold the God of the impossibble working through them in the earth even in the midst of unflenching opposition, they changing and saving lives through their life they will be the cause for many savings. Those who have committed themselves to King Permanent God who is eternal will have their cause championed and their visions come into fulfilment. All who look heaven ward all who pray on their kness with clasped hands at heaven will recieve their askings.
The time is current the time is now
The savings of many lives the salvation of the un-numberable will happen through you...the Prophet,the Teacher,the Preacher,the Evangelist, the Apostole, and Musicians.
so rise up take the given moments do not put to waste the current,have the strenght that comes from haunting the place of Chief Dweller amongst those who dwell in heaven....And enter the war of the worlds for which you were born.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Same call causes this turmoil.
I hate my life when things are like this
where there is no poetry and the brutality and reality of life comes
When control is only found in Him
I hate my life when I can’t even lift a finger to save myself
I hate to feel this way
I do not like my life in this way
The sudden control lost and besieged by armies not knowing how to fight them off
I can’t stand it
I want out
I want a life of calmness and peace and weekends at the beach house
I can’t stand being such a victim a David with Saul I can’t stand being so fragile
and weak I want to run away but I don’t know where to go
God help me Lord come to my aid Jesus holpen me- only you.
You are the cause not the result
I am in enemy territory and they have no mercy
They would smash a baby’s head against a stone
No-one compares to u Lord
Oh God the grave wants me yet your purposes for me are not yet fullfilled
Your calling is my protection and assurance
If it were not for the calling on my life I would have gone into the abyss
Yet same call causes this turmoil
I hate my circumstance yet You remain my first love
Jesus Savior Precious Redeemer and Friend
I…………………………………………………………………..yes that.
where there is no poetry and the brutality and reality of life comes
When control is only found in Him
I hate my life when I can’t even lift a finger to save myself
I hate to feel this way
I do not like my life in this way
The sudden control lost and besieged by armies not knowing how to fight them off
I can’t stand it
I want out
I want a life of calmness and peace and weekends at the beach house
I can’t stand being such a victim a David with Saul I can’t stand being so fragile
and weak I want to run away but I don’t know where to go
God help me Lord come to my aid Jesus holpen me- only you.
You are the cause not the result
I am in enemy territory and they have no mercy
They would smash a baby’s head against a stone
No-one compares to u Lord
Oh God the grave wants me yet your purposes for me are not yet fullfilled
Your calling is my protection and assurance
If it were not for the calling on my life I would have gone into the abyss
Yet same call causes this turmoil
I hate my circumstance yet You remain my first love
Jesus Savior Precious Redeemer and Friend
I…………………………………………………………………..yes that.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
The God of the it.
The God of the it… everything finds its sustenance its reason its being its expression its fulfillment in The God of the It…Nothing was that is without Him He is the Founder and the Sovereign Ruler of the earth everything has its find in Him and all things possess their center in Him He built and made all to be the centre of it all God is The God of the it… it has its all because He is He is in it under it over it and above it He rules and dominates the world in the fullness of love and He is The God of the it….God is it….He is everything it desires in other spelling he is the filler of all things He is The God of the it. God is it.
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