The causes i have made myself available to
The life that I am expected to live
The moments which were made to define my existence
The life decisions altered by the circumstances we find ourselves in
The course that has to be runned
This life that I have no choice but to live yet it itself is a choice
The race which needs to be finished
The life given to me to live
I am inadequate
I cannot live this life
I need help, assistance
I need to fulfill every possible part of me
I need to do what I was born to do
I need to express what was designed to be said thru me
A created being cannot know what its created for it has to go to the Creator
A design can only know its purpose for design by addressing the Designer
A house is planned by the person who lives in it who can execute I’ts functions as they see fit yet mine is too big for me to know all that needs to go where it’s a complex and highly roomed mansion of possibility and potential and I find myself absolutely unable to fill every space of what I want it to house or hold I need more than what is offered on the world market.
So off to the Creator God I run, off to Maker and Founder of the earth I go
And pray
“I need you to room every part of me I need you to fill me with what I have been designed to hold I need to be more than what I am told to be I want to be chained with the chains you allow I want to be inflicted with what you permit to come I am inadequate to fill this mansion so I give it to you I want to be a man who is absolutely filling the earth and the world of the community in me with its destined and seemly inhabitants so take my life please take it God and make me what you see fit. I would rather have not what you don’t want me to have than end up with not having what I was suppose to have I reason you are the ultimate so go on have your fill with me, I take my gamble on you Jesus. Please God take my life”
there no worry all I have to do now is just wake up and someone else will take care of this community within me …I would rather it be God than someone inadequate and totally unaware and unattuned of my inmost highest needs
I
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
Writers note.
how can i explain it
how can i articulate
how can i concise it
how can i make it succinct
how can it be briefed
how can it be summarised
how can it be written to be understood
it can't it can't be summed up
this is that vaccant place filled that men of preaching destiny speak of
that part quenched
that glass brimmed
its as infinite as God Himself its as unexplainable as God is
God mentioned cause He gave it.
don't ask me to explain it
don't ask me brief on it
you want to know it
Pray and ask God to take your life
give your life to Jesus
ask Holy Spirit to come into you
and maybe a portion of it will be made known to you.
how can i articulate
how can i concise it
how can i make it succinct
how can it be briefed
how can it be summarised
how can it be written to be understood
it can't it can't be summed up
this is that vaccant place filled that men of preaching destiny speak of
that part quenched
that glass brimmed
its as infinite as God Himself its as unexplainable as God is
God mentioned cause He gave it.
don't ask me to explain it
don't ask me brief on it
you want to know it
Pray and ask God to take your life
give your life to Jesus
ask Holy Spirit to come into you
and maybe a portion of it will be made known to you.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
So what do we say to these things
The ideal searched and discovered
The loss rationalised and adjusted
The appeal made clear
The idea objected
The seclusion homed
So what do we say to these things...
When found dominant force not dominant force as purpose force, change and turns comes,that desired shined in daylight,the cause of search for purpose given fair justification,loliness +1 and then you live.
That’s what we say.
The loss rationalised and adjusted
The appeal made clear
The idea objected
The seclusion homed
So what do we say to these things...
When found dominant force not dominant force as purpose force, change and turns comes,that desired shined in daylight,the cause of search for purpose given fair justification,loliness +1 and then you live.
That’s what we say.
I looked and you were gone
Far from the pictures taken by sight
Iit took a while to sesnse your absence yet when things happened of which u so easily took care I saw u’r absence in daylight
Losing u is not the worst thing to happen yet I consider it to be most painful
Lost from sight lost from sense lost from companionship
My vision is in peril if u are not to be seen
My very existence lies at your sight
I looked and you were gone
Without notice yet preparation…
Legends dies kings , musicians fade favorite seasons pass ecstacy induced highs become no more u witheld yourself from my awareness
And when that occurred all these experiences were mine
The fatefull reality of a day without you
The hours are spent in complete trust that once again you will make yourself mine
I looked and you were gone
yet when I look within me
You left evidences traces footprints and realities and Comforter that seal and make known to me that you are at a seconds calling
Don’t be far from me stay close my air is the breathe you supply
Don’t be far.
Far from the pictures taken by sight
Iit took a while to sesnse your absence yet when things happened of which u so easily took care I saw u’r absence in daylight
Losing u is not the worst thing to happen yet I consider it to be most painful
Lost from sight lost from sense lost from companionship
My vision is in peril if u are not to be seen
My very existence lies at your sight
I looked and you were gone
Without notice yet preparation…
Legends dies kings , musicians fade favorite seasons pass ecstacy induced highs become no more u witheld yourself from my awareness
And when that occurred all these experiences were mine
The fatefull reality of a day without you
The hours are spent in complete trust that once again you will make yourself mine
I looked and you were gone
yet when I look within me
You left evidences traces footprints and realities and Comforter that seal and make known to me that you are at a seconds calling
Don’t be far from me stay close my air is the breathe you supply
Don’t be far.
Monday, September 22, 2008
lost in wonder of all there isn't
what do you do when you don't know what to do
where do you run to when you have no where to run to
where is the shelter to be found and where is the answer to be adhered to
what do you do when all else is failing you
and you find yourself with no alternatives
what is to be when all there is is all there isn't.
Jesus,my last altenative and only option i fall at your feet
Take all and have all.
where do you run to when you have no where to run to
where is the shelter to be found and where is the answer to be adhered to
what do you do when all else is failing you
and you find yourself with no alternatives
what is to be when all there is is all there isn't.
Jesus,my last altenative and only option i fall at your feet
Take all and have all.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Moments refreshments
God is my restorer re- attaching me in unexpected times
suddenly and with- out notice
he makes soul refreshed by only what he can provide
he makes a release come when all pointed otherwise
only because He doesnot want points to other things beside Him
my redeemer God Sovereign God Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha
so now whats up.....
suddenly and with- out notice
he makes soul refreshed by only what he can provide
he makes a release come when all pointed otherwise
only because He doesnot want points to other things beside Him
my redeemer God Sovereign God Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha
so now whats up.....
He is the cause not the result.
Your calling is my protection and assurance.
Your hand on my life is my warm blanket.
Confusion Attacks Deception Lies Secrets Passions Ungodliness Immorality Dodged bullets Uncertain forthcoming events Worry Voices Interruptions Unstability Fear Doubt Stray leading Poisoned hearts God Haters Christian dispisers Above all my Father uncertainty impotency legions i can't fight set traps...David n Saul.
Your calling your ppl your Strong hand which never leaves nor forsakes even a wind
blown chaff is all i m holding on to.
Your hand on my life is my warm blanket.
Confusion Attacks Deception Lies Secrets Passions Ungodliness Immorality Dodged bullets Uncertain forthcoming events Worry Voices Interruptions Unstability Fear Doubt Stray leading Poisoned hearts God Haters Christian dispisers Above all my Father uncertainty impotency legions i can't fight set traps...David n Saul.
Your calling your ppl your Strong hand which never leaves nor forsakes even a wind
blown chaff is all i m holding on to.
Absence yet my Loss
I looked and you were gone
Far from the pictures taken by sight
it took a while to sense your absence yet when things happened of which u so easily took care I saw u’r absence in daylight
Losing u is not the worst thing to happen yet I consider it to be most painful
Lost from sight lost from sense lost from companionship
My vision is in peril if u are not to be seen
My very existence lies at your sight
I looked and you were gone
Without notice yet preparation…
Legends dies kings , musicians fade favorite seasons pass ecstacy induced highs become no more u witheld yourself from my awareness
And when that occurred i babied these because of loss(no!)(yes!) loss absence
The fatefull reality of a day without you
The hours are spent in complete trust that once again you will make yourself mine
I looked and you were gone
yet when I look within me you left evidences, traces, footprints, realities and Comforter who seals and make known to me that you are at a seconds calling
Don’t be far from me stay close my air is the breathe you supply
i looked and you were gone
Don’t be far........carry me in your absence and my loss
Far from the pictures taken by sight
it took a while to sense your absence yet when things happened of which u so easily took care I saw u’r absence in daylight
Losing u is not the worst thing to happen yet I consider it to be most painful
Lost from sight lost from sense lost from companionship
My vision is in peril if u are not to be seen
My very existence lies at your sight
I looked and you were gone
Without notice yet preparation…
Legends dies kings , musicians fade favorite seasons pass ecstacy induced highs become no more u witheld yourself from my awareness
And when that occurred i babied these because of loss(no!)(yes!) loss absence
The fatefull reality of a day without you
The hours are spent in complete trust that once again you will make yourself mine
I looked and you were gone
yet when I look within me you left evidences, traces, footprints, realities and Comforter who seals and make known to me that you are at a seconds calling
Don’t be far from me stay close my air is the breathe you supply
i looked and you were gone
Don’t be far........carry me in your absence and my loss
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Monday, September 1, 2008
ouch you strike me hard i had to say oh God more times than i can count
ouch you strike me hard i had to dread what is to come
ouch you strike me hard i had to doubt if i can even if i wanted to
ouch you really strike me when you destroy one thing i care about the most
it's okay though. One tree pole...vertical, One tree pole... horizontal.
it's okay though. You cut me so deep and destroy what is held dear... Crimson flow mixed with water.
it's okay really its okay because what you can't see is what hovering the waters is intimate with
you stab my heart and paralize my spirit...its kwl 3 friends in 1 will fix me
strike stab destroy make me cry persecute ridicule tell lies insult and reject
Wood... flow...Relationship...Rescuerer
ooooohhhhh you cut me deep no doctor can heal yet its okay,believe me its fine
what you do hurts yet it heals too. God step in.
Oh God!!!!!!
ouch you strike me hard i had to dread what is to come
ouch you strike me hard i had to doubt if i can even if i wanted to
ouch you really strike me when you destroy one thing i care about the most
it's okay though. One tree pole...vertical, One tree pole... horizontal.
it's okay though. You cut me so deep and destroy what is held dear... Crimson flow mixed with water.
it's okay really its okay because what you can't see is what hovering the waters is intimate with
you stab my heart and paralize my spirit...its kwl 3 friends in 1 will fix me
strike stab destroy make me cry persecute ridicule tell lies insult and reject
Wood... flow...Relationship...Rescuerer
ooooohhhhh you cut me deep no doctor can heal yet its okay,believe me its fine
what you do hurts yet it heals too. God step in.
Oh God!!!!!!
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