Holy Most High and greatly feared.

i got mugged.

its so distorted so captured in a profane atmosphere the thing i had thoiught would never happen to me just happened and i feel so isolated so out of the flow of thing i am grappling trying to hold on to something that i have no idea whats it is today danger came poass my way and screams emmitted from deep within me i had to struggle today had to hold on to something that i have no care of, it wouldn't suffice to say i cared nothing for what was trying to be taken away from me yet it was the manner at which it was done the violence that came upon my world i don't know what to hold on to i screamed so much and as i was screaming it hit me and i changed my scream into his name but the question is why did it happen why was it allowed i was so pertrified jointed out of sorts i have never had a crime brethe down my face like today evil in its most confronting form i have no idea what to do i have no idea what to say God is present yet i just don't have a clue what to do from here on out i know people make choices yet i just wish those kinds of choices when made would disatance themselves from me the help that came was timely and it just goes to show Christianity doen't mean you are protected from what others can do to you it doesn't make you immune to the realities of the earth yet what it does is ....i will tell you once i have figured out the state of my disposition yet Christianity is a reelationship with God in tough and nice times....there is laughter and ther is pain but His kindness leads me on to the light again.... oh evil when will yourt defeat come!.