Biggest mistake...or...Greatest exploit! Ever done by a son of man!!!

This is your property

I am exclusively yours

I belong to you independently

Solely your possession

The war for my affections continues!

Results of heavy breathes, Deep Lung drawn air of ....(((Just came after worship)))

Captured by your beauty
Enthralled by the hands of your work
Taken aback by all that you have made
All that you designed
Its so precise so crafted so manufactured
So intricately put together

That it is a cause for a smile

Its a cause for great pleasure

The whole earth teeming with Your works
One end to the other the display of your works glorious

Oh, its an elaborate show a complete pageantry of your manifold Artisticness God the great Artist.

Listen to them Hearken them Pay attention

All cry Wise
All cry Most Holy
All cry beyond
All cry indescribable

And to catch a glimpse of your creation in the womb! Oh Takes my breathe away
All that could come out was you are Divine

And then hearing the life you formed in its infancy
All i could cry was "YOU ARE BEYOND AND YOU SURPASS"

you God

The order of entrace.

You are the saluted One And the salutation given is praise.

Homosexuality.

If it is so bad, why do i want it so badly
If it is not to be a direct for my existence why does it hold such appeal
If it it so unfit why do i drip with saliva for it
if it is so unseemly why does my mental convulse at its sight

If it is a thing of evil and ungodliness why then is it that it finds expression even though in its pinnacle of prevalence i subdue it...

If its so wicked why can't i silent the voices that cry out for it.
Voices within! ((Should i be devastated?))

If its not to be done, why does it loom and find itself in my space
Wherever_____________However__________In any given time__________
It seems to find its way to. Confront . Suggest itself . Reminding me in thought and feel of ITS availability!.

Yet this i hold. In dependence of my response it either takes precedent or it curbed.

Yet the thing that it holds is that i desire it. Lets be frank...I want to do it.

So then, Question posed ! How oh how, do i say NO to something i want to do.

Its enticing and desirable it has the possibility to be life dominating.
Dominant of life ((lol)) you can't play around with such things...yet even though that ethos is held its a WAR!

Yet how do i say NO to what i want?!

The word that constitutes the entirety of life. This is the unavoidable = CHOICE.
And as much as i would love to say " I decide to say NO!"

Time + Influence + Voices Listened to + Adherence * CHOICE = My turn-out.

And this is the Leviathan. The sway of things. The Preeminent!

Grace from The Lord Jesus Christ will be the fore determinance of where things end and where i myself will end.

Even though i am weak, Mark this..This i say with confidence of absoluteness...
I WILL BE FOUND IN CHRIST.

Even when i am standing or have fallen.

His Name i WILL spew out of my mouth!

There is irregularity to all things pertaining to it.

I laugh in your face

With my mouth wide open holding your ageless face and showing you the deep part of my mouth laughing at whatever has us in spasms at the moment....Delighting in You and Laughing in your face with all i am falling with no reserves at the pleasure of you.

Oh Jesus you have me. You have me. You have me. You have me. You have me and you have me good.

My most Loyal.

You can't stand to see sadness. You cannot.